November 28, 2010

i'm still good.

it's the wintry nights like these that make me miss him the most. the cold, sad ones that almost force you to reflect on things that have gone on lately.

sometimes i wonder why these feeling come to the surface. i'm supposed to be "over it, done" right? but then days like this come and i wonder what it would be like if i was next to his side, if him and i had become an us, a we.

part of me is scared to love someone again, to give my entire heart to them. instead of lasting weeks, crushes last days. i'm scared to love again. but slowly i'm realizing that you can't live your life in fear. and you know what?

i'm still good.


kara lynn said...

i love you girl. and i feel exactly the same way. and sometimes i'm negative about it. but sometimes i get glimpses of hope that maybe i can love again and it will be grand. oh so grand.

natalie said...

I think, sometimes, it's kind of impossible to be completely one hundred percent over someone. I mean, if they really meant a lot to you, you can't be expected to just erase them from your memories permanently. But it's definitely important, I'd say, to not be afraid to love again. (If only I could take that advice...)

Lauren said...

Sometimes I don't think we ever completely, 100% get over people. We think we do and then one day they pop up in our minds. Kinda sucks. But I'm glad you're good. :)


Sarah :) said...

2) I posted on my lovely blog.
3) I have missed you, dearly.
4) I love this picture.
5) I Know exactly what you're going through. Boys are a hard thing to live both with and without. But, it gets better. :)

Tricia said...

Big hugs, TeeTee. I am quite sure that you will have many years of love ahead of you. I'm sure you're on the right track. :)


Chloe said...

Don't be afraid to love again. You seem like such a wonderful person, beautiful inside and out that anyone would be lucky to have you love them. :)

I'm so glad you're still good! :)