October 24, 2011

little thoughts.

all my thoughts
and
problems
and
worries
and
troubles
seem so insignificant right now.


i couldn't ever imagine losing one of my future children.
i can't understand it, i can't wrap my mind around it at all.


today inspired me to go out and truly life my life, live it the way i should be.
whenever i think about him, i get tears in my eyes.
before he was born, i never knew someone so tiny could have such an impact on my life.
and oh boy, he did.


rest in peace, dear jonah. you will be missed by so many, including myself.